A light just came on in my mind. Disengage. Disconnect. Crisis.

It had happened once before. It felt like, I was standing on an iceberg that was slowly drifting apart, only to leave a cold, dark emptiness rippling slightly in its wake.

I was so scared, then. I clung to the iceberg, the rapidly decreasing extended metaphor of my sanity.

This time was different.

I jumped, and sucked the sweet, cold darkness into my lungs, and I was drowning, drowning..

Gone.