I am made to have children. It's a fact of life. My whole body is genetically engineered towards the creation and care of a child.

I see little shoes and scratch mitts and toddlers and babies and I think they're lovely.

I have the pregnancy hormone zipping around my bloodstream every month.

Children have been subliminally programmed into my future ever since I was born. To imagine one without them is strange. That's all.