Halfway through French something broke. Some little wall of 'You mustn't cry in front of others' broke. And I went downstairs, and locked myself in the toilet, and sat there sobbing, and I'd no idea why.

Why?

'Goodbye is a painful word.

*touches heart* Why does it hurt here when Chi thinks of saying 'goodbye'?

Because 'goodbye' means that you can never be close again.

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..means you can never be close again.

If my emotions made something abstract clear, my tears have made it tangible. I know why I am so depressed.

It's such a shame that I can't tell you.

So long and goodnight.