Fuck;s sake. posted on: Thursday, Mar. 12, 2009 at 11:38 am |
I got a B in my History exam.
I was two marks off an A.
I find myself filled with corrosive anger. Is this spoilt? I need A's. I know Jazz looks at me and thinks I'm being ungrateful. Ungrateful?! Fuck's sake, I'm trying hard not to cry.
I'm sorry, darling. I know this probably isn;t helping your mood. But I'm not using this enough. I want to look back and read this as a true account of what happened and that won;t be the case if I keep it all in my head.
So flying into a blind rage over a B is to my credit or my fault, either way. It doesn;t matter anyway. |
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